I do this thing where I say stuff kind of assuming no one will actually listen and then someone does and I instantly regret ever saying anything
why do I do that
probably because deep down I do actually want them to know, but on the surface something's holding me back
should I give in?
I'm tempted to just start using this as an actual journal. But why would I even do that if I already have several tumblrs and a couple notebooks for this very reason?
No idea.